I understand her, Ana, and PM me, anytime.
ED or no ED, you definitely have options. My psychiatrist will not prescribe Zyprexa to ANY of his patients. Zero. He said the weight gain side effect is the reason.
I agree not going off it right now is a good idea. You need to have pdoc transition you to another med, MM.
But it will be OK and don’t keep the jeans. You don’t like jeans so they could be any size and wouldn’t be right for you.