So one of the main reason I am depressed is my dream job how close I was to it Nd how it was taken away. That created a sh it rolling downhill effect, that led to other issues manifesting itself.

So Memorial Day just passed and I once again got depressed. This was cause of another dream I had thought I would of accomplished by now. Wife kids, dog bbqing in our own home. Smiling being happy. I don’t think this is one I have to let go. I think it is possible but it made me sad that hasn’t happened yet.