I am feeling extremely nautious.

I've been feeling like it since yesterday, but I can't get any relief from it.

not yet anyway

I have also had bad back pain yesterday which seems to have cleared up.

also had 1 seizure (also yesterday)

today I am also feeling quite depressed- bordering on suicidal thoughts, you want to know the only thing that's stopping me from actually reacting?

if I get up, I'm going to throw up everywhere (maybe)

well okay, maybe I'm not that suicidal- maybe I don't want to kill myself, but