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Originally Posted by velcro003
I do, and I know that it must be extremely frustrating, but like I just wrote in response to Una a second ago, something blocks me. It almost feel like the "true" me is suicidal and full of self-loathing, and anything other than that goal feels false. Yes, that is exactly how that feels.
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Thats not you, thats your evil introject. In my case, my big brother who wanted to kill his baby sister (and never grew out of it - i have proof, honestly) and our mother who only wanted to make him happy. Anyway, that becomes half your brain, your way of thinking, you internalize it, like stockholm syndrome. Where is your better half??