This is hard for me to talk about. I guess no one wants to admit to feeling lonely. Well I've felt that way all my life. Like I dont relate to others, espically since I got dianosed with schizophrenia. You really dont know how terrible life can be til you get diagnosed with that. I just feel very alone and iscolated probably as a result of the illness. It has really set me back in life and I can't say I'm happy about that. So far I just been at home doing nothing really. My mom is a devout christian and she calls up my cousins who are now christain and talks about me with them. God knows what about really. But they dont have this problem. They are not socially awkward like me cus they have friends and can make freinds and relate to others. Me on the other hand feels so different from everybody. I dont feel people understand me or can relate. I always feel weired and awkward around people. I feel like I stick out like a sore thumb in social situations. I hate being like this. If it hasn't been this its always been another thing. Social phobia , anxiety, depression, schizophrenia. Will it ever get better??