I'm grateful I found this site when I did!! And to the many members with whom I've bonded.

I'm grateful to the life long friend I chatted with yesterday. I finally told him how bad things are for me now. I was too ashamed to share how broken I am and have been for some time. He was very supportive and encouraging to me!! (I.E., "I don't think you are broken. I think you are like a fighter who's bleeding from the eyes, nose and mouth and refuses to stay down in the ring.....your manger keeps pushing you back out to fight and you refuse to stay down!!)

I know gratitude is vital to the healing process. Just not sure I can heal from this train wreck!!!