I have been fairly stable for about a year. I have lost 65 pounds since last summer, become a lot more active and feel like I am a different person than the heavier moody person I have been most of my adult life. I had happy puppy hypomania and I did enjoy it, but it was much less frequent than the depression and when I was up I was kind of a jerk to other people. But I still feel like something is not quite right; like a nice picture that is fuzzy around the edges. I still have some brain fog. I just had my lamictal bumped for 100 to 150 when I slid into a funk for a while.
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|Up and down
|And in the end it's only round and round
|Pink Floyd - Us and Them
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|bipolar II, substance use disorder, ADD
|lamictal, straterra
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