I usually hate them for it and at the time I feel like I'm doing great and I am just on the up side. I can last weeks maybe months on the upside. But then it becomes an issue where I can't hold it together any longer and I fall deep into the abyss.

Whenever, say my mom notices a change, I hate to say it but they're almost always right. Maybe if I slowed down and caught it before it became to late things would of been different.

We are judged unfairly. Hope this isn't your case.

Hope all is well on the bipolar train.