After my last recent experience and inventory of my past relationships, looking at patterns and what not. I am now a convinced firm believer in intuition. This last relationship I was in, by the way the person though a brick or had someone to throw a brick through the neighbors front door.

I remember so many times in the beginning and during the relationship I would get the intuition I needed to get out and everytime I would I would get guilt tripped into staying. The woman had a 2 year old without a father present and would use her to make the guilt trips even worse. All the while my intuition was telling me to get out while I could, I ignored it over her guilt trips.

It was one of those relationships that when it was good it was fantastic but when it was not good it was awful. Needles to say I never listened to ny intuition and it ended in the most bitter and resentmentful way a relationship could end. I am waiting on a appointment with a magistrate to have her arrested. I have to wait freaking 5 weeks to sign a warrant.

I will never...... at least I pray i don’t disregard my intuition in the future because my pattern is to ignore the intuition for whatever reason is there and stay in the relationship way too long and it ends in hate and bitterness. I pray to God I listen next time he is telling me to go, get away, this isn’t right.

I believe intuition comes from a higher self, in my case God. Letting us know we are making a mistake and to go the other way. Sort of like the old Tom & Jerry cartoons where the angel would be on one shoulder of Toms and the devil on the other, each trying to convince him to do something or not.