I have been depressed for as long as I can remember. I wonder sometimes if it ever ever gets any better.

I have tried so many medicines that I do not even remember all the names.
I was abused as a child . I was raped in the navy and I have a very abusive husband and six children.

this weekend has been especially bad. My doctor has been out of town all last week and will be gone for two more. I am scared and feel so alone.