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Originally Posted by vafhj
The people there are really mean, but I derived a masochistic pleasure in posting there. I left it, but I feel like there's a chemical rush in using it. Guess I just think it's boring to post in a forum where I fit right in. Also, while this is toned down compared to say, a day or two ago, I miss my crush from there even though he's a total *****.
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I get what you're saying. You crave attention and you'll do what it takes to get it. But you also dislike yourself so the minute you get that attention your emotions go postal. You crush on people who display the attributes that you want. Crushes are mirrors of our own wants and needs. Everything you seek in your crush is already within yourself, did you know that?
You are a whole universe, my friend. Remember that.