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Originally Posted by carcrashonrepeat
I'm so sorry for how you feel right now. Just to be clear, she was nervous about seeing you and began to drink? Was she too drunk to come over?
Also the last part "They're all going to hurt me, justifiably, for my past." - Why do you feel this way? Do you think your girlfriend was trying to hurt you by drinking?
How are you doing? Have the two of you spoken?
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She did make it in. I'm still beyond p!$$3d that she drove inebriated, but I'm grateful she's safe. She kept wanting sex last night and I was not in a mindset to do so, which she didn't understand, but I persevered with it not happening. I was also very drunk by the time she got here and I won't when I've been drinking, especially the first time with someone.
At one point last night I started to understand something new to me, that I'm way too attached to everything in my life.