I have been home just a week from being in patient. I wasn't supposed to see my doctor until Friday but I had an appointment with my therapist yesterday.

I told her that I was feeling very disconnected, emotionless and just overall no feelings. I actually contacted her on Memorial Day to ask if she had any appointments available yesterday as this feeling was getting very intense and I didn't like it as I was not feeling connected with those around me and that the things that I was doing I was just going through the motions.

So during the appointment she he called my doctor's office for me and they got me in for an appointment a couple hours after I saw her.
After talking with him he felt like that I was possibly overmedicated and that we would drop 50 mg of Seroquel. In the hospital they had put me on 50 mg in the morning 50 mg in the evening and 200 at bedtime.
Yesterday was the first day of not taking the evening dose. Now I don't know if it's the medicine or me or just getting back into life but I feel down. I was getting some meds out of my Med container and the thought of just taking a whole bottle of them popped into my head, it wasn't like overpowering or anything like that but it just made me think. Am I putting myself on too high of alert or do I just need to relax and not be so hard on myself.
I feel kind of down today but I need to figure this out