Ahhhh geeeez can I relate.

Almost a year ago that incident really threw me off the tracks. After it happened I just stopped cooking dinner for a couple weeks other than a sandwich, I normally enjoy cooking like you said .... now? Still no.

I clean house all the time but that’s a OCD thing.

It’s not like my life has totally sucked since then , there were good things happening but it’s harder to bring those to mind instead of the rage and depression.

Right now a more structured life ???! Oh hell no I don’t want to fall out of bed let alone go anywhere, tomorrow I have a Rheumatologist appt I haveeee to go to but it means I need to actually put a bra on and go out into the world and it seems impossible atm

Even when I’m doing ok BP wise I still have chronic pain to deal with so yeah that doesn’t help the old motivation

I think I’m rambling .... my head is like a overflowing sink.. sorry about this ramble on your thread. LOL [emoji23]

I’ll go now but ... YES I can so relate.

I’m so glad your more stable now , you know your doing better when you start thinking of these issues

Oh one more thing ... your son and peanut sandwiches??? My daughter ate nothing but cereal for 6-7 months , she eventually decided she like grilled cheese and that lasted for a few months lol

Ok bye [emoji112]