(((((fuzzy & perna))))), thanks

well, I totally shocked myself today. Maybe by opening up here and starting this thread I gave myself a bit of courage...my friend and I were txting each other heaps while I was waiting for my daughter to go to theatre. She mentioned that she has had 4 general anaesthetics and only liked 1 (for her c-section lol). I said that since my 2nd daughter I have had over 26, and she asked why. I actually answered her- told her the truth that it was for ECT. She had no idea that I even suffered from depression! She was very supportive (as much as you can be when you aer txting lol). I haven't known her very long but we get along really well. I don't even know how old she is- I have a fair idea- but she and I help each other out when we can with stuff. So I guess that's a start, and while I very nearly didn't even answer her I am glad I did.