Thought I was going to get pulled over by a cop on my way to work this morning. The speed limit sign was flashing yellow and said 25mph. I was driving 43 when I passed a cop.

Thank God Massachusetts cops generally don't pay attention! That would've been one hell of a ticket! Not as bad as the time I had to go to court for recklessly speeding, though. That one I had to beg for my license not to be suspended, and my ticket was $300. Mom was not pleased, especially since she had to take the day off and drive me to court!

I need to stop this speeding ****, but i have a bad urge to do it. I need to work on it in therapy. I do this speeding thing all the time, which is obviously bad because I'm going to get in a wreck one of these days. :/

Anyway, doing well. No hallucinations as of late! They scare me sometimes, especially the blurry people who stare at me in my apartment or the voices whispering bad things to me. (The blurry people are not shadow people, btw. They're in full color.)