Now I’m reluctant to go back to my bible study class because I’ve become too oppositional and vocal. The last time I went, I got into it about dressing “immodestly” (I’m all for it!) And I’m hesitant about going back today because I don’t want to cause conflict.

It was also a disagreement regarding women’s rights.

Here I met these lovely, authentic people that I’d like to be friends with, but they will try to get me to, and I will have to conform to their ways, and I don’t want to. I wonder if I am just pulling away just because that’s what I tend to do. I don’t ever fit in with a group. Is this part of a disorder that I may or may not have?