I dunno, I know friends in real life that just get on with it. I feel I am forever thinking about poor me, woe is me. Even places like this I feel tend to have me feel like this too. I read somewhere that a woman growing up missed out on her mothers love because her mother spent her life in therapy, it was always about her. Oh I can hear T saying but wasn't all about your before therapy? I wonder what would happen now if I were to take a break? learn to accept life on lifes terms. I wonder if therapy isnt more a luxury at times? A time to endulge our narcisstic tendencys? I think I will talk about this in todays session, and then begin to get alife and when I've got one, to actually be part of it.