I can't deal with this anymore. I am an embarrassment to myself. I did not ask for life and I do not want life. I am tired and I do not want to go on one more damn day. Getting through each day is agonizing mentally.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors.
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