Hello and welcome to PC!

I explained my turn-on to my husband. I wouldn’t really call it odd or a fetish, but it causes me to not be in reality, rather to be in my kinky fantasy in my mind during sex.

What you describe sounds like something a partner might like to do with you. IMHO, it’s not that odd and rather harmless.

Open communication about sex is so important, but hopefully your partner is capable of understanding and playing with you in the way that turns you on.