I just don't want them to think I am heading down the same path. I want them to know because this is how it all started with minor thoughts of death and than it came down to wanting to be dead.
I trust my T and Doc. truthfully I was shocked when he said Inpatient.
After my stay we talked and he said he doesn't like to go that route but I sounded desperate.
So I know from that and past history that he isnt going to throw me in right away, but I just do not know what his reaction will be down since I just got out.