Thank you for all your wonderful responses. I think if I am mildly depressed It is due to being unemployed. I think the unemployment is really what’s throwing me off. But I’d like to get my hobbies back, I really would.

Key tones - I found my husband but didn’t witness his death. It was traumatic to find him but it wasn’t bad enough to warrant a PTSD dx. I don’t have flashbacks or anything of the sort. I do have a therapist who I will see on June 5. I love her, she knows me very well and we work very well together. She might be able to give me some insight.

Today my son is sick and I just slept when he was sleeping and even now I’m so bored but I don’t want to do anything. I don’t even want to watch Netflix. I have to get my laundry out and put the towels in though. Ugh.