Hi, curious, welcome to PsychCentral (PC). Do you have a therapist at all or see your psychiatrist/doctor who diagnosed you regularly? Maybe they know of a support group you can join. It has to be lonely, with your mom talking to others about you. Have you told her how that makes you feel?

I use to retreat into books which helped me forget how lonely I was a bit. I would try to get into some group with others who might understand and be potential friends.