My son is very sick today. He’s been vomiting all day long. I took him to the dr and he has strep throat. I feel so bad for him. I hate when he’s sick. We’re going to sleep on the couches tonight. This way I can be near him but he won’t get vomit in my bed. I’m hoping he keeps his antibiotic and the Tylenol down. His fever is pretty high. I have him sipping on ginger ale to hopefully settle his stomach.

Mentally I’m drained today just from tending to my son. Many a vomit bucket to clean out today. And you know how you just can’t relax because you’re afraid the next sound you hear will be your kid throwing up again? Yeah. But I did sleep when he slept which may or may not be a good thing.

I won’t be able to attend group tomorrow either. Gotta be here for my baby. It’s ok though, I wouldn’t feel right about leaving him with my mom.

Unfortunately I took naps when he was napping so I probably won’t sleep tonight. Last night I didn’t fall asleep until after 2am. My sleep is all
Screwed up without a job. I didn’t hear back from the other interview so I’m assuming I didn’t get it. I will email them Monday just to be sure but I don’t hold out hope.4