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Originally Posted by Star Gazing to
OMG this is how I feel I transitioned to become sort of this person. I had cosmetic surgeries all to improve my looks and acceptance while transitioning I became this blonde big boob stereotypical person that validated what I thought was what I wanted to be. Looking back now I hate who I have become how people especially men treat me and the role I've played the last 6 yrs
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That's exactly right, it feels like a role for me too! I'm torn between wanting to be the best looking thing that people have seen (validation, maybe?) but not to be treat like an object.
Not sure about you, but I think maybe because of my emotional unavailability I think, well guess I can't be affectionate but at least I look good. 💁