I took my first dose of MDMA at 16, I was very careful and weighed the drug for my specific body weight. After the first initial "what's going to happen" anxiety after swallowing the pill, I had a pretty good time. A few minor panic attacks between the trip but Aftermath was kinda rough, it left me with severely depleted serotonin that took awhile to get back up. I took it again about 3-4 months later and basically the same trip. This after math was a bit more rougher and left me feeling sick and very anxious.

Its been about 5 months since I've taken my last dose and thinking about MDMA gives me these "flashbacks", where I feel sick or nauseous, I have anxiety like my stomach just dropped like on a roller coaster. just by the thought of MDMA. My own thougts are causing me physical discomfort, is this PTSD ?