Update for anyone that may care im gonna call to schedule a apoinment for the doctor i relaspsed again but i am not in quite as bad shape as i the other night thank you al for thise who posted im hoping ill have people to talk to when i crash ...ps i got talking to my baby mamas auntie doesnt sound like a big deal but its a step closer to seeing my daughter im they all shut me out of the family cause of some my issues im hoping that should help me move on from her and and maybe if babymomma sees all this i can start seeing my daughter without going thru the courts cause im tired of fighting n i dont have the money yet but again everyone thank you i needed your support no matter what the hell i say
Wish me luck since i promise ill never touch dope again the only (not an excuse) the only reason i fell off the wagon is because the issues that went on between me n the mother after we split ...how do i show somone that im capable of change if she were to call me today im not sure what i would say i dont want to piss her off by running my mouth n just telling her whats a good way i can show her by action (as much as i miss her im not trying to get back with her just want to end this childish bull i would appreite it very much thank you for being there for me