i would say that having control over my anorexia is the cause of it. its the only thing in my life i have control of. other feelings that trigger it are anger(majorly) sadness, being alone, fear of food....i feel that i am not good enough for anyone....my family, my friends and myself. i do not have a boyfriend...i see all these girls who are not ugly, but not a model and they have boyfriends...why can't i? i'm not that ugly....oops sorry i'm ranting...