Thanks for answering my post. It was kind of long. When I got
started with it I just kept on going.It does help to let out what is inside of you. When talking to someone that has never experienced
a loss so great they try, I know, to understand, but they really can't.

Today I am going out to lunch with a friend. Her husband passed
suddenly 6 months after mine did. They were close friends also. So
when we are able to get together we share an understanding of
feelings. But the only thing is she does not like to talk about what
happened we only have feelings of sadness between us. Like they
say everyone has their own way of grieving.

Maple