Three Cheers for you!!! next step? find a belief systym that WORKS for you...whats that? it's your perspective on other people, yourself, and the world...most b/s's(belief systyms)are full of b/s...so be careful, Look at the people who best represent diffrent ideologys and ask yourself which seems most attractive? ask a lot of questions and don't accept answers that don't make sense to you. It's a quest for the truth...not YOUR truth, THE truth...how are we to know this truth? they say it set's you free...I'd hold out for that