So im in therapy and getting no relief because she basically doesnt know whats wrong with me and why. Anyway I have posted most of what my problems are on here and wont go into that again. I am going to give some examples of what a day looks like for me and see if it clicks with anyone else.
May 31
- kissed the dog impulse to open my mouth.
- helping a blind peer impulse to touch breast.
-playing with the dog. Had a thought she was bad because is a little feisty. Impulse to touch her privates.
-watching Law and Order SUV trigger made me have an impulse to push my privates into the chair.
-rubbing dogs belly(she loves that) impulse to touch her privates.
-little girl came into group home I live at impulse to touch her innapropriately.
-impulse to stab somebody with pen
-impulse to eat my skin (fear I will become a cannibal)
Of course I didnt do any of this.
Is this Ocd? What is going on? I live with this everyday and am on SSRI's and Invega. Ive been this way since I was 8 after a sexual encounter with peer and horrible case of strep throat. I read strep can cause Ocd in children.