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T has tried to teach me to recruit other parts to help out. Like right now I have a very dark, suicidal part in the drivers seat that I can feel myself trying very hard to keep it from totally taking over. So far it is not working. I am trying now CBD oil and I will mix that with some xanax and hope when I wake up I feel like living life again. It has been and still is a rough week.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors.
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