Pink yesterday, I did this whole huge response and it was perfect and then like an idiot, I hit the back button and lost it all.

Anyway, I'm glad that the depression has lifted and I wouldn't focus on when it *might* return. I think that being out of the toxic work environment and focusing on your passion has a lot to do with the lift.

When I was in my last job you might remember my mood was all over the place and since this new job, not so much.

My T's words when I quit my last job? "that makes my job easier"...if he was sitting next to me I would've (jokingly) punched his arm.

I'm also glad that your T validates you for calling him just because. I'm also glad that he tells you how he feels because I truly believe that our T's should feel free to be genuine and go with how they feel (within boundaries of course).

Have a good day!