I'm working through a breakup, and find myself more upset about losing the story I created in my head about how I wanted things to go than the ending of the actual relationship... Even if my ex wanted me back (I know he definitely does not) I wouldn't want for us to try again. And yet, I still find myself grieving where I once thought the relationship would lead, all the things we'd do and everything that would happen... Weird.

Getting this out now actually makes me feel at peace and happy... I can just let all of those dreams go. Lay them to rest They didn't come to be, and I have to believe something better is waiting for me!