As many of you know I have a love/hate relationship with mj. WC I am glad to see you on this thread and look forward to hearing more about how your trial progresses.

Christopher, I could also write that mj has ruined my life time and time again. I have had episodes where I lost contact with reality for extended periods of time and ended up being committed against my will, spending lots of money, and once even getting in legal trouble. I have lost friends and scared people away. But I have gone back to using it as it seems to be the only thing that makes life tolerable on the short term. Maybe it is just that I am addicted...

The best advise I can give is that if someone has a history of bad experiences on mj either stay away from it entirely or make sure you are on an antipsychotic that prevents psychosis and mania. I have thought in the past that my home was being spied upon and I was part of a secret conspiracy to take over the world.