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Originally Posted by tecomsin
As many of you know I have a love/hate relationship with mj. WC I am glad to see you on this thread and look forward to hearing more about how your trial progresses.
Christopher, I could also write that mj has ruined my life time and time again. I have had episodes where I lost contact with reality for extended periods of time and ended up being committed against my will, spending lots of money, and once even getting in legal trouble. I have lost friends and scared people away. But I have gone back to using it as it seems to be the only thing that makes life tolerable on the short term. Maybe it is just that I am addicted...
The best advise I can give is that if someone has a history of bad experiences on mj either stay away from it entirely or make sure you are on an antipsychotic that prevents psychosis and mania. I have thought in the past that my home was being spied upon and I was part of a secret conspiracy to take over the world.
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It seems like the drug of choice for most of us.
I feel the same way.. in the beginning of 2017 I started again vaping. It was great for the time being,, couple months. Great sleep, energy, pain relief, meeting new people, friends, social life.. then I got offered wax and bought a large amount. At this point I was off my meds, I lost my canabis oil connection, then on edge lost it at work. Led to two hospitalizations, and then jail time being psychotic for a long time..
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scared people away, ruined relationships, lost my car, and you know how it goes.
marijuana is not the sole purpose of what happened, as I went off my meds..
but it was a big part of it. It opens up doors that would normally be closed.
other forums, and various research studies finds the same results, that bipolar/sz patients need to stay away from Thc.
I miss those good times when I was younger with friends and seemed like no harm was being done. We have to realize we can't do what normal people do.
At this point marijuana seems like a part of me and i miss it.