I think I am slipping a bit toward depression (not helped by the fact my menstrual cycle is due any day now, and I have awful PMS). Hubby went gaming with some friends he hasn’t seen in awhile, and he has had it rough with the end of the school year not to mention his mother passing away over the Christmas holidays and I don’t think he has had time to mourn her yet, so I know he deserves a break and time for himself. Stupid things are making me cry, and I am very anxious too, on the edge of having a panic attack. I am exhausted, slept over 12 hr last night and missed my window to go walking this morning (helps my anxiety), and my daughter is yelling at the computer for messing up, stomping around, and complaining of be bored, and crying (puberty, plus I suspect she is almost on the spectrum for autism though she is super smart). I so much cannot take it. I am fixing to start crying. I just want to crawl into bed and have this day over with