Hi, Seven221, welcome to PsychCentral. Wow, what a rough, eventful life you've had to get where you are.

I hope you can find some caring, comforting, good advice and friendships here. It is a nice, mixed group with people from all over having all sorts of things they're struggling with. I'm sure a lot of people will identify with some of what you have said, especially the "tired and needing some help".

I'm 57 and mostly have anxiety issues.