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i so understand your upset and confusion. it's hard enough to deal with something when we know what's caused it. when we don't know the source, how do we firgure things out?

let me tell you about this young lady i know...i met her online. at first she didn't have much to say. she was a bit shy i think she was one of the first ones at the site to reach out and touch me. she came out of her shyness long enuf to reach out...and to me! i feel so blessed for that now, because i've found this young woman to be one of the kindest, most intelligent, giving, thoughtful, compassionate ppl i know. i'm blessed to have her in my life. she's witty too, and makes me smile alot. she's taken the time to learn about my dx...simply because she cares. i come online every day just to check for an email from her. she truly cares.

silver, i understand your depression and how confusing and downright hopeless it feels sometimes, but i know you're gonna be alright! you are not only those things above, you are strong and brave as well. you have insight that few ppl possess in old age!

you deserve true happiness and i want to be there when you find it...notice i used the word "when". you will.

i'm so glad to have you in my life,

kd