I feel more myself on meds while stable. I like hypomanic me but I do things I normally wouldn’t do. I went on tinder this last time, which I never would have done. Turned out to be great for me because I met my boyfriend but still I really lucked out. I could have met some real creeps and put myself in dangerous situations.

I hate depressed me.

The only issue I’m having now is I seem to have lost my zest for life. I don’t feel overmedicated, just a little apathetic. I might be slightly depressed.