I'm sorry you aren't able to see your T anymore. I know that must be really painful. Do you know if your T sees clients in private practice already? There are a lot of logistical issues in running a private practice like having an appropriate space, managing scheduling and payment, preparing business taxes, etc. Unfortunately most clinics would probably not allow their employees to use their facilities and resources to see private practice clients. I'm guessing the fee you paid likely didn't impact your T since she is probably salaried through the clinic. All this is to say that I don't know if offering to pay more is going to make a difference, but I guess there is no harm in asking. Best of luck to you going forward.