Me too. It was worse when I was in high school. I realized this when I discovered I am almost practically hidden in all the group shots in my high school yearbook. I had a small graduating class (109 students), so I was in a lot of pictures, and I belonged to several clubs. The only images I'm clear in (besides my individual class photo) is the one where I am pictured as being class valedictorian. Otherwise, it is hard to hunt me down in photos, especially since most of my yearbook is black & white, and I've changed a lot since high school (lost weight, cut my hair very short). I still hate seeing pictures of myself.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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