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Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2
To me...feeling flat is a good thing...it means that I’m stabile. At first it was horrible because I was missing the thrill of mania...so used to the lifelong cycling of adverse moods...a way of life...
Now after an adjusting period....I don’t want anything else...going unflat is a sign of trouble for me. Now I can make better choices instead of ones made off of irrational moods and feelings.
Please give it awhile...it’ll soon become normal. 
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Yeah, I miss the mania too much...sigh...but I don’t have a lot of motivation either. Just feel so-so. I know it’s best and definitely what my family needs especially as I have a 10 year old daughter, and she needs me functioning, not in bed all day depressed or wildly spending money we don’t have. Some days it’s just so HARD though.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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