i reckon it would be bullets... your doing the right thing, reaching out... isolation and depression can be painful...

'i was involved in a car crash n stuff.' ... familiar ... can be traumatic...

'ppl think i might have post stress thingo?' PTSD... post traumatic stress disorder...

Doc John has a forum for that... http://forums.psychcentral.com/postl...amp;Board=ptsd

some of the things you describe are situations close to my own experiences, so, i definately understand some of the ways you're feeling...

important now to believe it does get better.. the sooner you believe that, the better off you'll be...

then, get help, this way, in books, therapy if able, talk with friends.. dont bottle it up...

take care bullets...