I have come to realize I have alot more work to do, actually it is possible I may never really be completely "over" it. But the thing is I need to keep trying, not only for myself but for those around me. I am struggling right now, I am at a point where I am about to just let it all out. I have thought about not talking to my family any longer, but that seems to painful, not only for them but for me as well. I don't know what to do. I do not feel support from them and well actually the opposite. I also often times feel controlled by my family especially my parents, I know I am 21 but all in all it is a complicated matter. My parents had times where they were rather abusive to me, those are just the time I remember though. I am just really trying to debate whether I am going to talk about them in therapy or just to leave them out. I really have been leaving my family out of my therapy. I do not hardly talk about my family. I also think that it is going to trigger some switching and I really do not want that. I do not want to end up as bad as I was last year at about this time. I don't want to end up in the assisted living facility again because of my dissociation, oh what to do?

Jennifer