The combo I am on is the best one ever when it’s side effects versus benefits.

Do I feel like me ? Yes I’m me I have a range of emotions that has nothing to do with bipolar.

When I am unwell I “ usually” have an idea of which way I’m headed and how fast. I try to be proactive but doesn’t always work of course.

Right now I’m edging on a mixed due to steroids for a physical illness, last dose is tomorrow and hopefully I can waddle outta that mess.

I guess I’m really just “me “ good bad or indifferent.