Hi all, this is the first time I write in this kind of check-in.
I'm actually still doing a sort of apprenticeship. I work with children who have problems with school...I help someone at school during some hours, someone at home instead. The problem is, being in these 'strange' environments scares me quite a lot, especially at school where there are many people...it's not like if the children came to the place where I have apprenticeship in theory. And especially I'm scared about interacting with teachers and other more self-confident and experienced people I have to work with. For example, with the teachers I'm always afraid to bother them and make them lose time if I have questions. And during pauses it's difficult to feel comfortable, sometimes I look for a quiet place to 'hide'
, though it's difficult to find one.
And in general I'm afraid about making mistakes and maybe someone finding out and getting mad.
I'm not good at interacting with adults :/
(P.S. my disorders are anxiety and OCD. It's especially anxiety that gives me troubles).