Slightly anxious. Have been stressed out by my work a lot. Today too much work. Me and my colleagues didn't have full control today (never happened). But we supported each other. Yet I feel I could have done better. I love my job and want it to be done good.

Also good conversation with my mother today. She knows me better than I do myself and noticed my anxiety.

Now I took some medication to calm down. Not a good solution. I have to work on that. Cutting down medication to relax, or switch to more natural prescription free alternatives.