Yesterday I couldn't get myself out of bed. I had to go to work and just couldn't do it. It wasn't like I was tired, I just couldn't move. I finally got myself up to turn on the shower, but I couldn't get in. I had to call out, and I don't know why. Today I was actually tired and struggled to get up, but I made it in. Now I'm home preparing for this phone interview tomorrow morning. I really need this job.

I also have caught onto the fact that I don't need my Restoril like I needed in the past. Meaning I dont have to take it every night to fall aslepp. And when I don't take it, I wake up refreshed instead of groggy the next moring. I think this is agood sign and I'm hopeful.