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Originally Posted by SorryShaped
I didn't feel self destructive, for quite a while. Then, like a fool I allowed myself to think about women that I knew I liked. That's my downfall. I love to fall in love, even though I know it's going to make me miserable every time.
If she offers I might just because I can, knowing I shouldn't the entire time.
But for today I got over seven bicycle miles in with hella hill getting there, fifteen minutes elliptical and 45 minutes of really good yoga. I found out a friend from another gym asked about me and that made me feel really good inside. The ride home was mostly downhill and that was awesome. The rush was extreme and otherworldly. This is what I'm supposed to do with my life, my natural endorphin high
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Yeah, but just because you can do something... I mean, doesn't it make you feel empty? I know it was like that for me most of the time.
When I used to live down South I rode my bike all the time. I didn't have a car so I was on it every day. My FAVORITE was riding downhill. Where I lived there were plenty of them. There was this big curved hill by a football field and it would lead me right to the comic book store or the coffeeshop. Riding down that big bastard was awesome. I got bugs in my eyes a couple of times but it was well worth it. When I'd get to the bottom I'd pedal like crazy and dip around corners just to keep the momentum going. Loads of fun.
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My heart is down on its knees
And no one is hearing screaming
There's always something that's pulling me down, down, down
And this is nothing new...
- Phantogram
Diagnosed Celiac Disease 2010